I. need. words.
Today’s evening I made the mistake to think about a few things. To think a lot about these ‘few things’. And suddenly everything got so confusing that I wanted to write it all down. Everything.
Either it’s too much to say or too confusing to explain, but I can’t find any words to describe so I could write down. This makes me frustrating.
I better go to catch some sleep.
I cryed watching this video. Just can’t describe my feelings right now in a clearly way. I have been wearing hearing aids since I am 3 years old and got an illness which caused my hard of hearing, so I don’t really know what it feels like, to be - or HAD BEEN - completely deaf.
So glad for this woman, to see, that she feels happy with that possibilty, to finally hear something.
And this video shows me - take yourself as who you are, and be glad about the things you have, instead missing the things you never had.
So I better should be glad about that I have hearing aids instead of being completely deaf, and not feeling shit about my situation. Really.
Life is not hard. Some people just make it hard for themselves. Like me.
Great, I’ve got it.
